Friday, February 10, 2012

hurm...

when i log in facebook and see someone wall...
i feel very angry plus sad and i just want to scream loudly and if i could i want to find her...
unfortunately,,
she was at a place that very far away from me...

what is my feeling when 'first love' of my husband came back??
and treat very nice to his family...
and get to know about my husband life from his sister..
yeah.. i know that both of you are very close...

what is my feeling when you cant make your husband happy during his birthday??
becoz..during that day..i was at tangkak and i just can say a sentence 'happy birthday'..
but,,my husband said it was not special..just same as his friends..
then,,he told me that he receives a card from you on his birthday..
he also told that people from other country can send card but i did not give anything eventhough a card..
what i feel during that? just Allah know it..
erm..i know that card not for him..but for his sister..
but WHY DURING HIS BIRTHDAY??
do you mean it or not??

hurm..
i know that books does not teach us how to get strong when face someone that really like him...
and books also does not teach us how to forget someone special like him..
actually i already know everything about you and him for the past time..
he has been story to me..

Lastly,,
i know that you ask his sister whether we are married or not..
yeah..we have been married on 16 december 2011..