married

ngah akad nikah.. kali ketiga bwu pas.. kali pertama laju sgt.. kedua de ayat terlebih.. hee

ngah ksik mas kawen..

ngah sarong cincin.. 

my family..

my father..

my own family..

my mertua family..

besan2..

my aunt and nephew..

maloo2 gitu.. hee

aq tau... ramai sgt yg tertanye2 ble aq kawen... actually aq kawen 16 dec 2011... bukn aq tank ajk sape2.. tp da kehendak family aq... oke la.. aq juz ley post pic aq time nikah jela.. kat masjid batu 10, skudai..

my loverrr..

hello...ni la zarrul irfan...

baby kesayangan aq..

ha3..

comel ta?hee..mke sme nan aq ta??cbe kowg teka ni bpe bulan...

sape dpt teka aq ksik reward..hee

reward nyer rahsia la..

hurm...

when i log in facebook and see someone wall...

i feel very angry plus sad and i just want to scream loudly and if i could i want to find her...

unfortunately,,

she was at a place that very far away from me...

what is my feeling when 'first love' of my husband came back??

and treat very nice to his family...

and get to know about my husband life from his sister..

yeah.. i know that both of you are very close...

what is my feeling when you cant make your husband happy during his birthday??

becoz..during that day..i was at tangkak and i just can say a sentence 'happy birthday'..

but,,my husband said it was not special..just same as his friends..

then,,he told me that he receives a card from you on his birthday..

he also told that people from other country can send card but i did not give anything eventhough a card..

what i feel during that? just Allah know it..

erm..i know that card not for him..but for his sister..

but WHY DURING HIS BIRTHDAY??

do you mean it or not??

hurm..

i know that books does not teach us how to get strong when face someone that really like him...

and books also does not teach us how to forget someone special like him..

actually i already know everything about you and him for the past time..

he has been story to me..

Lastly,,

i know that you ask his sister whether we are married or not..

yeah..we have been married on 16 december 2011..

perfect two

u can be the peanut butter to my jelly

u can be the butterflies I feel in my belly

u can be the captain n I can be ur 1st mate

u can be the chills that I feel on our 1st date

u can be the hero and I can be ur sidekick

u can be the tear that I cry if we ever split

u can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'

or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

don't know if I could ever be without u

cause boy u complete me

and in time I know that we'll both see that we're all we need

cause u're the apple to my pie

u're the straw to my berry

u're the smoke to my high

and u're the 1 I wanna marry

cause u're the 1 for me

and I'm the 1 for u

u take the both of us

and we're the perfect two

baby me and u

we're the perfect two

u can be the prince and I can be ur princess

u can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist

u can be the shoes and I can be the laces

u can be the heart that I spill on the pages

u can be the vodka and I can be the chaser

u can be the pencil and I can be the paper

u can be as cold as the winter weather

u know that I'll never doubt u
and u know that I think about u
and u know I can't live without u
I love the way that u smile
and maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

23 may 2011..

tarikh ni memg keramat.. sebb mama nk kene tggalkan papa sowg2 kat jay bee.. mama tinggalkan papa tuk blajo.. mama nk g matrik tangkak.. mama hope sgt2 papa sokong mama.. doakan mama.. setahun jek papa.. sabo ea? t 2 minggu skali mama blek konferm and janji tuk jmpe papa.. mama hope papa setia kat jay bee.. tggu mama.. tamo gtal2.. mama de pasang spy au.. mama tamo papa kcewakan mama.. mama tamo papa wat bnde yg kcewakan mama.. papa jgn wisau.. kat sne memg mama tade mse nk gatal2 sbb dlm pale otak blajo jek.. pape pon dlm ati tetp ade papa.. mama akan setia nan papa selagi papa setia nan mama.. mama ta kan wat bnde yg papa ta ske.. pape pon kite byk sgt luangkan mase sme2 b4 mama g ni.. mama epy sgt.. sbb nan papa.. yg wat mama sedih lg sbb mama ta dpt smbut besday nan papa 25 ni.. :'( mama nk sgt sambut nan papa tp nk wat cmne.. mama ade kat sne.. tp pape pon mama hope besday papa t kite dpt sambut.. mama de suprise tuk papa.. hee :) papa jge diri ea.. mama tade tuk jge papa.. mama jge papa dri jaoh jek.. mam slalu.. bwk moto tamo laju2.. igt t kite nk kahwin.. hee :P lastly,, tengs a lot everything.. especially ur love for me.. i keep ur words to love me forever.. i keep ur promise.. and i want u to know.. i also love u.. and oweyz miss u.. FOREVER!

kalo mama windu t, mama bau baju papa..

mama bwk tido..

tp kalo papa windu mama??

papa wat pe ea?

*i need u dear in my life,

u are my spirit.....

sorry!!

papa, mama tau mama byk sgt nyusah kan papa. im sorry. kalau papa ta tolong mama, sape yg nk tolong mama? abah? family? pe mksud family? papa seng de family yg lg better dr mama. kat umah happening jek. umah mama? cam umah kosong. papa ta kan faham pe yg mama rasa selame ni. 18 taon idup tanpa kasih sayang family. pe ntah lg rse kasih syg seorang mak nan ayah. mama tau hidup ma terok. ta layak tuk papa. mama ni jahat sgt. jahat sampai papa sanggup tuduh mama cam ue. ye papa, mama ni ta layak tuk papa. tol la kata papa, mama ni 'seakan-akan' sama nan ex papa. TENGS A LOT!! mama langsung ta penah ckp papa cam ue sbb pe? sbb nk jge ati perasaan papa. ati papa. ati yg mama syg sgt. ni la idup mama, selama idup nk sgt jge ati sume orang. akhirnyer makan diri mama sndri. makan ati sendri. tade sape yg nk tolong. tape la papa. mama kan jahat, kwn2 papa pon da ckp gak kan? tape. mama da pergi da. skunk ni pon mama da jaoh nan papa. mungkin ta kan jumpe lg pon. sbb mama kan hanya nyusahkan papa jek. pape pon papa jage diri, pasni da tade owg nk jage papa lagi. mama pergi wat sementara waktu. sampai mase t kte jmpe. ue pon kalo papa sanggop tunggu mama. bye. semekom! papa ta yah wisau. pandai2 la mama jaga diri. mama ta balik rumah pon. hati mama sakit sgt2 skunk. mama perlukan ketenangan. ketenangan dari papa mama ta dpt. tape la. mama cri ketenangan kat 'TEMPAT' lain.

mama.

coming to UNIKL seri alam,pasir gudang

ha3..penink nyer pale nak pe..hee..mule2 era da dftr kat YPJ under mara tuk amek TEKNOLOGI MAKLUMAT PERNIAGAAN..da byr pon rm30o..then pkir2 yg era ni amek dulu amek pure sains then g amek bisnes..jaoh gle nan mint era..era pon ta confident yg era ley bwk..then,,smalam abah sebok cter UNIKL..tgok2 ari ni de tklimt kat plaza larkin..pe lg,,twos jela g..fisrt2 owg ue tgok slip spm era,,then dy tros offer bioengineering technology..kos ni de 4 pilihan..ade chem engineer tech (bioprocess),(process),(environmental),(food)..cam lebih kurg saintis la..ikutkan ati memg la mint gler2..lg2 de kaitan nan bio..tp,,nk punye dekat nan papa era ue,,era sggop tggalkan mint..sbb kos yg era mint sume jaoh2..luar jb..then,,era konfermkan yg era nk amek..engineering tech in quality engineering and industrial logistic..dekt jek..kat psir gudg..dkt nan tmpt kje abah..and dekt nan papa..owg kate ikot pkwe ni rugi..memg la..tp era sbnrnyer nk cbe bnde yg extreme sbb kos ni kbykan laki yg mint..pape pon..insyaAllah buln 7 ni da smbong blajo..pape pon gak,,papa tera tetp ta ksik..dy kate jaoh nan skudai..papa pliz!! ni yg mama mint..lg pon mama sggop blajo kat jb sbb papa..tolg hargai mama..support mama..bukn down kan mama..muah!! (dy ta ksik sbb dy kate pompuan amek engineer can ta kene)..tape2..mama buktikan kat papa..pape pon dekat jb gak..lebiu papa!!